Dramatization

When making your great dramatic exit, with your head held high and your mouth close because there is nothing left to say. Do not leave behind your grandma's earrings. There is something undiginified in texting someone to find and mail them back to you.

Sharing

I once had someone tell me they cared for me and I decided to put them to the test. After several months, I asked "So how many siblings do I have?". They could not reply. I really must stop testing people.

Why

The cruelest thing you could have done was tell me you were falling  for me.
I imagined all the possibilities of us together.
A week later you would say you'd rather be with your ex.
I suppose it was a good thing I finally let you in.

Ever know something deep down in your ...well whatever you believe is way down in there, and you learn to accept it. Then fucking hope comes along and like poking an oozing wound you feel shattered and broken all over again.

Normalizing

It is often said that I take things in stride. I make the big things in my life small and the smaller events larger. Through it I pass the time and survive my life. It is only when I try to interact with other people on an individual base that it fails to work. I can not help but feel disappointed in how I acted or what I have failed to complete

Directions for a Better Life

Hang It
Pick It
Get Back

Brush It
Shake It
Dust It

Turn It
Get
Move 

Somehow It has to be

Maybe

Life would be different if I stopped trying to force it