Losing focus

We all have things we hate doing for work. Some of use our powers of procrastination to entertain others. I now have a cult following and a newsletter.

Of this I am sure

I know that people will leave. We were born and we will die alone. So if you find someone who promises they will never leave you; love him/her unconditionally. That person is trying and if there is one thing I know it is that trying means they have hope for the both of you. So maybe you will not spend the in-between so alone.

Inner crazy

As I become older, my crazy, which I was able to control in my youth, is looking for new victims. No matter how I fight it, it always shows up in my speech, in my writing, once in a shaky leg but I may have had to use the bathroom. It says strange things to strangers and runs down the streets of Manhattan with a scarf like a cape. It makes me believe I can rescue people from their own self-destructive behavior and is always taking things apart.
In any case, it, like me, does not know what to do with itself but it makes my life a little more interesting. Oh and I talk in the third person but you already knew that.

For a moment

Stand out there and feel the wind. Remember no one can really explain it not the way they should but it is always there pulling us along.

If I .....

Said all the things I felt you would
know
It would mean we are one
You still have news to tell

Next Time

A man tells me it's not you it's me . I will give him a list of all the things that irritated me and ask him to choose which one is the reason. You know so he can work on self-improvement.

Unbelievable

More appropriately, unfucking believable. I just had to get it out there. Damn..I'm an idiot.